Diya pov:

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I was going home and it was raining . The rain water tried to help me to hide my sadness and pain . I cry and don't care what people think about me . I just thought how he could do this to me. He just s*x with someone else. I know I am not perfect enough. But i love Mark all of my heart. I don't want anything from him just him only him. I feel so jealous when he c*m inside her. He never does this to me. I think more useless things about it. i hate myself more that I still love him. I still want him even if he did this to me . I can't love someone else. Love can't be replaceable . I know some people talk if your partner is cheating on you , you should move on and love someone else. But for me if you truly love someone else then you can't love someone else or forget the love you had for your partner. True love is only for one person and my true love is for only my Mark. Even if he doesn't want to love me .

Thinking about this .... I suddenly saw a puppy. I think the puppy was female. She is all wet because of the rain liked me .I feel so much pain for the puppy . I wanted the puppy and got her on my stomach and said ,

"Poor puppy i think you are also along like me. I want to take you with me but I am also suffering financially . "

I took her to a place where rain water cannot get her wet and then get a napkin and start to clean her so she will not feel cold. Then I got her clean and about to go but she started following me and got wet again. I then started running but the puppy also started running with me then i stopped running and faced her . Then a thunder came and the puppy becomes scared . And she running to my legs. I felt something for her and then i took her home without thinking.

At my apartment :🍂🍂

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I take the puppy to my home and get her a bath her . Make her dry with a dryer and I am looking at her while said,

"wow !! You look so beautiful. I should give you a name. "

Then i thought some times and said ,

" Maybe the mochi name will be nice for you . Yes , you also look like mochi. Cute cute."

I said while hugging her...

" My mochi. Only my. Now I am your mummy. Don't do anything wrong or your mummy, give you punishment"

i said kiss her cheek.

" Do you know!! You papa Mark , he doesn't love your mummy anymore. He uses your mummy. But your stupid mummy still wants him . I still love your papa." I said while tears in my eyes and hugged my baby more.

" Your papa doesn't want your mummy anymore. But you mummy always wants papa. Don't worry you mummy don't change your papa even if your papa married another girl" i said while started crying now

" Don't worry baby your mummy don't give up your papa that easily. I don't give up my love that easily baby . I will lose weight, do makeup , and try to earn more money than my love Mark , maybe gives me another chance and our love. I do change myself for your papa and again make him love me . I do everything so that he loves me again. I don't give up that easily. I don't let go of my love . I Can't. I can't. Because love only happens for one. If you truly love someone , then you can't love someone. No matter what she or he does . Love is not like that, if you love your partner and after sometimes you feel like you don't want him or her then you move on then you love another person . It's not love . My baby my love for my Mark can't change. Because love only happens for one person and for me the one person is your papa and my Mark. " I said while crying. Broken down In front of my baby .

After sometime I stopped crying and I took mochi in bed and hugged her on my bed more.

" You know baby, i do everything that he started to love me again. I know baby you think I am crazy about how a person can talk like that after getting cheated and insulted by her love or say boyfriend. But baby i love him so much that i can't think of living without him . The thought of he is not my any more, is killing me inside me , baby. Yes yes i love him that much . I can do everything so that he loves me again.. "

i said while hugging my baby more under the blanket. But she is already sleeping. I kiss her cheek

"Good night my baby. I hope tomorrow morning i can do something that i will bring my love to me and papa also .". I said try to sleep while crying.

In the morning :🍂🍂

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I walk up and clean myself in the bathroom and also go out for a walk with my mochi. Now i make some homemade food for my baby mochi as i can't afford dog food. I don't eat anything as I plan to lose weight. I have to go to work and i also have a plan to make Mark's attention towards me .

Then I seated in front of the mirror and look at myself . I breath . When I looked at myself a small tear escaped from my eye . The thought of how i am so ugly . I didn't like makeup but i have to do it for my love . I love my body or everything the way my god created me . I am not a make up girl but i have to do it for my Mark so at last looked at me for once . It's the 2nd time I am doing my makeup . But the emotion is different from my first time makeup . I still remember when I did my first make up for my Mark or said my love .

11 months ago : 🍂🍂

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I and Mark decided to go on a date. Now Me and Mark are in a relationship for 5 months . Yes he proposed to me 5 Months ago . And i also happily say to him yes . Because i also love him . I was doing my makeup now for our date .

"I think Mark is gonna love it , when he sees it first in make-up . I do my first make up for him . I hope he likes it" i said while doing my makeup .

After an hour i finally got my makeup done . I do simple make-up .

" I try to do it naturally make up . Hope it's not over make up . I also hope he likes my new look . " I said while blushing thinking about what his reaction was when he saw me for the first time in make-up .

I then pick the saree that I wear today for our date . And guess what it's also my first time , I am wearing a saree. Just for my Mark . I started smiling thinking about everything . What was his reaction when he saw me in saree for the first time . I then wear the black saree . Because his favourite colour is black . I then finally wear that saree and do my final touch of my make up . I am so excited about our date .

I then looked at myself in the mirror and smiled like an idiot thinking about everything .

Here is my final look .



Hope he will like it .

At the restaurant .

I was waiting for him but he didn't come. I then called him but he didn't receive my phone . I continuously called him but he did not receive it . I then ordered a coffee for myself . After some time I finished the coffee. I then called him again but he did not receive it again . After waiting 2 hours he finally called me .

" Diya iam really really sorry. I just got an emergency that I have to go there and my phone battery got low and my phone then switched off .iam really sorry baby . Please forgive me this time . We will do that another date . " He said while begging him to forgive him .

I took a break and asked

" What about the emergency that you can't come or call me on another phone."

" Actually my cousin got into an accident . I have gone there as you know he was living here alone . Please forgive me and l promise we will go another date after this week and we  will also go  to your favourite place and I will give my baby her favourite food . Please iam sorry baby . Forgive me  this time " he said while being my forgiveness .

" No no Mark . I understand . You don't have to say sorry . If i were your place I would also do the same . Please do take care of your cousin. And you don't have to take me  my favourite places or food . We can just on another date . And by the way is your cousin already right now? Or is he serious?" I asked him .

" No he was fine now . Just some injurious . The doctor said they will discharge him tomorrow . And we will go on a date next week . And we will go to your favourite place and get your favourite food whether you want it or not ." He said while cutely threatened me .

I laughed when he said that

" Okay okay we will go . Now please take care of you and your cousin ." I said while smiling.

" Okay bye baby. See you soon. I love you " he said while happy.

" Okay baby i love you too . Bye " i said I will disconnect the phone.

Then i go home and change my comfortable clothes.

At present time :🍂🍂

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I was done with my makeup and looked at my myself in the mirror. I do heavy makeup like Mark likes . I then wore a short dress like he wanted a girl to wore . I did over make up and wore a short tight dress that Mark wanted a girl to do . Yes I am changing everything in myself for my love . I don't do anything wrong . I just love him and want him to love me . I wore a black short dress and did heavy makeup so that he at last attracted towards me . But I didn't feel like myself when i looked into the mirror while I saw myself . I feel like someone else not me . But for my love i have to do this . I will not go my love that much easily even if he cheated on me and insulted me . Then suddenly I started crying . I'm crying more and more . After some times i stopped crying and retouched my makeup . Some times ago when i was in the same situation i was feeling excitement , happy , blushing and now the same situation but I feel  fear, scared, worried . I just smile , how times Changed everything . I then properly looked at myself in the mirror in mirror hope I don't made a mistake and impress my Mark .

Here is my look Now...



I don't wear that kind of dress in my life . It was my first time that I am wearing that much short dress . I didn't feel comfortable wearing this dress . But i have worn that for my love .

I was going to his company where he is a singer . And i also work  that company but as a cleaner . I do many part time jobs so that I can earn money for my living . And for many parts time jobs I also have this job as a cleaner of this company . Mark also knew that i work here at a cleaner . I have to work at this company for 3 days in a week . I also bought a gift for Mark I hope he reached my gift and likes it . I bought an expensive watch for him . I finish my every savings for this watch . I just hope he will likes this .

Now iam at his office

When i entered , everyone was gossiping and looked at me . But i ignore that . I finally went to the room where he did his dance Practice . I directly went to him and stranded in front of him . He become surprised when he saw in this dress . He looked me up and down . And then started laughing at me .

"What are you making yourself!!" He said while laughing .

" Why ?? don't you like my look?" I ask him .

"What!!! Do you even look at yourself in the mirror?? You are just looking like a pig nothing else . " He said while laughing.

" But i do everything for you . I do makeup for you . I wear even shorts for you . Even i don't like those things . I just do everything for you in hope that you will at last look at me for once . Look i bought this for you ." I said tears eyes while showing the watch that I bought for him .

" What!! This !! " He said took the watch .

"Yes . Please receive this . I buy this only for . I finish all my savings just to gift you this . " I said while I hope he will receive the watch .

"Ooo !!! What a watch !! But sorry , i don't like cheap watches . I only wear expensive watches . This watch !! This is so cheap that i can't even give it to my dog for play . " He said while throwing the watch at face .

"Please don't say that like . I buy this so much love for you . Please expect it . " I said

"Hey !! listen to me , you wh*re , stop your innocent act and go back to your cheap and smiley apartment . " He said. .

"Please stop saying that like . I love you . I can't live without you . I am trying to change myself for you . I promise i will try to earn more money to match your standard and try to work hard so that I can get famous . Please give me a chance ." I said while being him don't dare the people who were gossiping while looking at us .

" You just make me laugh on you or nothing else . You!! Look at yourself . You will match my standard !! Hehe . It took you 3 lives for you my match standard . But I doubt that , can you do that ? You pig listen carefully , even if you have money , fame and beauty then I still don't even look like a girl , like you . Now get out or i do something you might be not like ." He said looking at it with disgust .

" Please, i love you . Only you . I love you the way no one can do . Please don't get me away . I can't live without you . You are my love , my hope , my strength and my pride . Please don't take those things from me please Mark . Please Mark please . I love you , only you . I want to be only yours . Only yours not anyone . Just yours . I said while crying .

" Can't you stop just bi*ch .  Don't you hear what i say !! I don't love you or even like you . Now get out or i will seriously do something ." He said while getting angry .

" No i can't Mark . I love you . Why you don't understand . I can't , my love go that much easily . " I said try to hold his Face .

When i hold his face . He throws my hands and grips my hair in one hand and holds my checks with his other hand .

" Listen carefully ,  you bi*ch . I don't want you . Do you just look at yourself . looking like a pig , spelling like a dustbin and live in a cheap apartment that my dog doesn't want to live there for a minute . I just use you for my satisfaction . Now you give that . I don't need you now . If you need that much love then love a cheap and ugly boy like you . You pig . I disgust myself when i even touched you and here you want me to love a cheap girl like you . I hate you . I hate you . I hate cheap people like you . " He said while his eyes threw disgust into me .

"Ahhhh . Leave me you hurting me" i said while crying .

"Oo . Hurting . I should do that to you long ago then you don't go this long ." He said

" If my touch , my love and my spell disgust you   then why the f*ck you do it to me ?? Why?? Just why?? " I shout at him .

" Shut the f*ch up . Or i do something that you can't take . And about that , when i do that to you are pure and untouched . But now you are wh*re that made by me " he said while smirking at me .

" How can you say this to me . I give you everything because i love you and here you say I am a wh* re made by you? This is what i return by loving you . Making me a wh* re made by me??.." i said while tears started down my eyes .

" Why not Diya !! You are now a            wh* re because you are used to me. So why not i will tell you that you are my wh*re?? Tell me why not?? " He said while smirking at me again.

I become become very angry . I give my everything to him . And here he was saying this to me . Even after he cheated on me I wanted to give us a chance and here he said this to me . I then became very angry and slapped him in front of everyone .

" You bit*h .. how dare you slap me ? How?" He shouted at me .

" Because i can " i said in an angry voice .

"You !!! " He said while slapping me .

I cried more when he slapped me .

" Please stop this . I can't take this anymore . I love you . Please give us a chance . I will proud you you are wrong . " I said while crying I hope he will listen to me .

"Never. Even if you are the last girl in the world i will never do that" he shouted at me while saying this to me .

I cried more when he said this to me . I want him . Only him . No one . Even he did this to me . After some time I stopped crying and looked at him . When i looked at him , he also looked at me .

" Now if you had finished your drama then you may go , bit* h ." He said

I didn't know why he always called those names . But those names hurt  . Like hell . I started crying more in front of him .

" Please stop your annoying cries and get out . I don't hear you , even for a second . You disgust me ." He said while throwing hateful words for me.

" Please at last don't call those names ." I said

" Those names!! Don't call you by those names . But you are made for those names , you bit*h . Now go out or i kicked you out like yesterday ." He told me .

I cried more when he said this to me . I then looked at him sometimes and i don't know what came to my mind I kissed him on his lips . He tried to push me but I held him more tightly and kissed him more passionately but he didn't kiss me back . He just closed his lips and then he pushed me .

" You are disgusting . You wh*re . Now you prove it to me that you are really a wh*re." He said cleaned his lips in his hand .

" Wait bi*ch . Let me do something ." He said and gripped a water bottle .

He threw the water in my face by the water bottle and looked at me with disgust .

" Now get out myself or i do something more bad that you can't imagine . And take your cheap watch with you " he said while going out of his dance practice room.

I then looked at everyone . Some were gossiping , some were laughing and some were looking at me with their sad eyes . I become so ashamed of myself . I don't feel like this much shame in my life that i feel now . I hate myself for this much week and don't fight back . I then took the watch and ran out of this office without looking back . I feel so much hate today for myself because of my love . I hate it . I hate it so much . I hate everyone . I hate me . I hate him . I ran like I didn't care about anything . I just ran while crying for what happened today .